September 2011
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gonna do it | random
…I’m finally going to sit down and start watching Game of Thrones, courtesy of HBOGo. It’s 4:44 a.m., but I’m going to watch at least one episode before I go to bed. Let’s see how it goes.
Sep 4th
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August 2011
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Aug 17th
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Listen“Try Honesty” - Billy Talent.
Aug 13th
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too loud | life
My stepbrother thinks my music was turned up too loud, when he could hear it blasting through my headphones from the other side of the house. Lol, it probably was. But~ fuck it. I love this song. (^o^)/
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randomly | life
Woke up from not-nice thoughts and had an insta-cry. I love BBM. For keeping her and I just that much closer. (Now if only we could convince Jules?)
Aug 11th
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pico | life
I can’t even lie. I’m not usually one for any sort of social media games, but… Pico may be my addiction. (^o^)/
Aug 10th
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nap | life
I’d really love to just curl back up and go to sleep again for a few hours. There’s a hurricane brewing out there and it’s raining now — perfect napping weather. Ahh, but I can’t. With my lucky, the stepmonsters would come home early today and catch me snoozing. I’m not in the mood to be yelled at again.
Aug 9th
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wonder | family
Some days, I wonder what’s wrong with this family and our tempers. Others, I don’t even bother.
Aug 4th
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damnation | family
One of those, damned-if-you-do, damned-if-you-don’t moments. Tuesdays have been (since the beginning and throughout the duration of my assignment) the day on which the pool is brushed. And so, to avoid an inevitable bitching session, I did just that and brushed it today - without being told, without being threatened. Only to be bitched at anyway, because I was somehow supposed to know...
Aug 2nd
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Listen“Personal Jesus” - Marilyn Manson
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Aug 1st
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July 2011
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Jul 31st
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honest truth | family
I get along splendidly with my oldest stepbrother, when his mother and younger brother aren’t around. I genuinely like him, as a person. But as for the rest of the whining, bitching, abusive idiots living in this household? More often then not, I’d like to strangle them.
Jul 31st
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“They are all dickfaces. 99.99% of them bitches have dicks for noses, I...”
– Stepbrother.
Jul 30th
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Jul 30th
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accessorizing | life
I’m going out to my friend’s engagement dinner tonight — and was a bit hung up on accesories. Silver or gold, mhm~… But I’m a silver kinda girl and despite humorous but heated debate over the choice, I’m sticking to silver… Sorry, Jules~ In the words of my favorite drummer, “WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT.” (^o^)/
Jul 30th
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early start | family
I was woken up today a full hour earlier than my alarm. There were no particular instructions, but my stepmother informed me a while later that I was to get dressed and ride to the office with my stepbrother. More manual labor. Forget the fact that I could have my own things I need to take care of. Like they give a damn.
Jul 26th
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youth in revolt | movie
I’m in a mood, so for the moment I’ll cut out the angsty family nonsense and focus on something better. Like this movie, for example. Alright, it’s not a blockbuster hit — not as far as I know. We watched it last night by chance, and though I had the vaguest recollection of previews for the movie, I didn’t know where the story was going. As it turns out, that...
Jul 26th
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disqus | random
I’ve started using Disqus now, on this blog. People can leave comments to the posts, instead of having to reply to them, or reblog them. Not that I expect comments, but — yeah, you get the picture.
Jul 26th
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cinderella | family
Me: I’ve always had half a mind to write some sort of modern version of Cinderella about my whole family. (-.-) I’ve got the wicked stepmother and the other two — they’re like the wicked stepsisters, only bigger, ruder, and with more dick.
Jul 26th
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Jul 26th
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Listen“Uprising” - Muse.
Jul 26th
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silent treatment | family
It’s a bit after midnight and I’ve just gotten home — not that this is a cause for concern among the idiots I share this home with. My stepmother lives in a separate mini-home on the property, while I share the larger house with her sons. Thankfully I don’t have to see her too often, except when she invades to make trouble. But my stepbrothers are ever-constant. Lately,...
Jul 26th
Jul 26th
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undue blame | family
Today is Monday. Naturally, I have school — and today, I stayed long after class to finish a quiz. I didn’t get out of class until four o’clock. My phone was dead, but I knew I needed to text my stepmother. I went to another room, plugged in my mostly dead phone and typed the message. I told her I was getting a ride home with a friend in a few hours, then revised the statement...
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manual labor | family
I’ve been summoned from bed, unceremoniously - told to get up and get dressed and get to the office to start packing up boxes. I’d take cleaning the pool over that nonsense, gladly. At least doing the pool leaves me to my own devices and doesn’t put me in an environment that could potentially make me sick. Whatever. I’ll do it.
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Jul 20th
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see ya later | family
StepBrother: Alright, I’m leavin’… Me: …Oh. Alrighty then. Peace out, home dog. StepBrother: …Wow. I did not expect that out of you. Me: …(laugh)
Jul 20th
Jul 20th
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dear stepmother | family
It is not, in fact, two o’clock - as you so emphatically pointed out when you barged in here and woke me up. It’s one-thirty-ish. It’s my day off, woman. Leave me the hell alone.
Jul 19th
Jul 19th
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longing | muses
…On a side note (written in bed), it sucks when a muse has longings, things they desperately want or need. It sucks worse when they can’t have it. He wants to say something, but he won’t. Because he’s determined to wait it out and let him come on his own. Because masochism is so fulfilling. Or some bullshit like that. Right? Love is complex - and complicated.
Jul 19th
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resident evil: afterlife | movie
I love this movie. It’s probably my favorite of all the RE movies - for two reasons. Firstly, because Claire and Chris are epically badass together. And two, because Alice has that fantastic fight at the beginning. Oh, and because Mika Nakashima has a cameo appearance where she turns into a rabid zombie-thing (while wearing stylish pumps and Hustler stockings). Love it. Love this movie....
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